Some people portray who they want you to believe they are, while the entire time, they live a secret life of sin. It’s not that they try to or want to live opposite of what they know to be right, or opposite of how they were raised. It’s the fact that they were exposed to ungodliness, evil perversion at an early age. So rather than expose this evil by seeking Godly help or advise, they linger in it, shamed of who and what they have become secretly. So the outer appearance is polished, no debris, while the inner spirit suffers in silence, longing to call out for help but can’t. Why? Why don’t they call out for help? Why don’t they submit to The Lord wholeheartedly in ALL their ways? Not only because of the spiritual battle that is taking place, where the flesh constantly dominates leading and guiding them into deeper depths of perverse actions, but because of judgement, they are afraid people, individuals will judge them and see them for who they truly are.
Reality is, Jesus is the truth, the way and the life, and with His true followers there is no judgement, but only The Spirit of God working through them to restore this wretched soul longing to be set free. For anyone battling sin you are not alone, but YOU have to make up in your mind that you are going to submit to The Lord, and seek Godly ,… well I won’t use the term godly but seek a person who is lead by the Holy Spirit to confide in and help you overcome. I pray The Lord sends that person to you as you make up in your mind to SURRENDER to Christ, and that your heart is open to receive them.
Ephesians 5:11-14 Have nothing to do with the fruitless deeds of darkness, but rather expose them. For it is shameful even to mention what the disobedient do in secret. But everything exposed by the light becomes visible, for it is light that makes everything visible. This is why it is said: “Wake up, O sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.”